You might’ve seen my story about @perri_chase’s revamped program called “The Pssy Map”.
Six years ago, my relationship to my body and pssy was based on pure extraction and dumping of energy. My pssy was the valve to get rid of high sensation whenever I couldn’t hold myself anymore.
I’d fallen into a routine of chasing pleasure as a relief. As a band-aid for all the chaos swirling underneath.
And in hindsight, I’m still so grateful. Because at least I HAD a relationship with her. She was on. She was alive. I didn’t ignore or demonize or silence her.
I’d never had a boyfriend or s*ex, so I experienced my s*exuality as purely mine.
My pssy didn’t belong to anyone else.
She was mine.
I remember the first times I ever org*asmed. Electric shocks would rattle my body for 45 minutes afterwards. They didn’t let me sleep and I didn’t like them because of how mistrustful of my body I was back then. The electricity ran through my tissues involuntarily. I had no control over them.
But I also thought, “Wow. If I could channel this energy or somehow work with it…”
And I wasn’t too far off! I quickly realized that going slower and focusing on sensation instead of fantasy felt so much more intense than just whacking off.
But I had no framework. I had no knowledge about energy.
Until I experienced @perri_chase’s SXBMB practice. A guided meditation where pssy leads.
Where I serve her, not the other way around.
Where her opening leads, not my mind or ego.
This practice has changed my life.
From hypochondriac, people-pleasing, chronically tense workaholic to an open heart, feeling my rightness, speaking up, holding myself in high intensity situations, choosing to feel and follow truth, trusting my body and my body trusting me.
Join Perri’s 3 Day Free Masterclasses on what SXBMB is.
You won’t regret it.
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