Nothing triggers people more than their own life force.
Not our fault. We literally learn to stuff it down, shut up, sit still, be behaved, not assert ourselves if it inconveniences our parents or caretakers. We get punished into submission as children and then wonder why we’re numb, unemotional, unresponsive adults. This applies to sex, too.
But when energy does break free—we freak out. We call it anxiety. It’s so uncomfortable and unwanted in a body used to numbness that we blow out into reactionary behaviors or collapse into freeze.
Electricity is how our cells communicate. It’s how our tissues heal, breathe, receive oxygen, release toxins, respond to our environment and the signals of other cells.
Where there is no electricity, disease forms.
Dis-ease. A lack of ease. A lack of opening. A lack of easy, electric flow.
So it’s vital to expand your nervous system and build the capacity to hold sensation. Close your eyes and focus inward. Where are you numb? Where can you tap into and where don’t you have access?
I didn’t have anxiety—I was severely disconnected from my body to the point of panic of my own heartbeat, I had no capacity to hold sensation from a childhood of suppressed grief, not being seen, not feeling loved.
The sensation of electricity zapping through my body terrified my mind. That’s it.
And honestly, that’s sad. We deserve to feel life to the fullest. The highest pleasure isn’t possible without also being able to hold the deepest grief. You can’t compartmentalize emotions.
What this whole topic comes down to is control. A lack of control. Because none of us have any control about how energy moves through our bodies. It’s beyond us.
Life force asks us to surrender to it.
That’s terrifying to most people. We grip onto our illusion of control.
“My body shouldn’t feel what I don’t want to feel right now, it’s inconvenient to me, I don’t like it.”
Get good at feeling your own electricity. Life opens up in unimaginable ways.
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