What does it mean to open your body?
It’s not something your mind can force.
It has nothing to do with your thoughts or how you verbalize them inside your head.
It’s a wordless intention.
It’s not a command. I don’t tell myself “Open!” and boom abracadabra.
It’s a physical sensation of creating space inside your body. The loosening of tension, literally and energetically. A blooming.
I’m unwilling to sacrifice this opening for my ego, my conditioning, my thoughts, my fantasies.
Once you feel it, it’s yours.
Once you feel it, you know that’s internal fulfillment.
That gorging hole inside is full.
I’m internally complete.
There’s still patterns and addiction cycles to hold, yes. Life still happens.
But I don’t have to gorge myself anymore. Because I can just have it. Easy. Holding it loosely.
“What’s meant for you orbits around you like the moon orbits Earth.” (Not the exact quote, I paraphrase here.)
It’s natural.
Calm.
Unhurried.
Peaceful.
Warm.
You have access to this. Everyone has.
And I can rest in the knowing that not everyone will experience it in this lifetime.
Everyone plays their part in this universal game.
I’m deeply grateful my part includes this experience.
Heart-opening gratitude. Bone-deep gratitude. “I can be this every single day” gratitude. Get on my knees and cry kind of gratitude.
I cherish this soul gift.
I thank you, soul, for choosing this for me.
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